LOVE HURTS
Do you ever have those days when you feel like you just can't feel anything, yet you feel everything? I'm having one of those so called "down" days. I don't know why, but I feel lost and alone. There is so much running thru my mind that I dunno what to do. All these thoughts range from problems at home, skool, college, and Carlos. Most of these thought are of him. It's so hard waiting for someone when all you want is for them to be there when you really need them. This is one of those times...when I really really need him. I know I know! I don't need a man to be happy. But with out that love...I feel so alone...like there is something missing in my life. People always get this outlook on me....that I'm strong and tough...and I always make other ppl happy. That's the problem. I worry about other ppl's problems that wen mine want to come out...it's like a river that never stops flowing. There are moments wen I can put it aside....but then it comes right back. I dunno...I seriously need sometime out. Hopefully I can blow off some of my issues tomorrow at the party I'm going to. TTY guys later.
XXOO,
LEXI
XXOO,
LEXI