whisper words of wisdom

[ashirabe]

He was hurting so bad tonight that I cried for him. That's how I know.. I'm falling too hard. This isn't okay.

I would rather remain hopeful and optimistic and daydream about the possibility of us having a relationship, yes. I would much rather hold onto hope... but it's just starting to hurt too much when reality crashes back into me. It's too much now. Maybe later, but not now..

If you, you there, reading this-- if you know the secret to getting yourself to stop liking - possibly falling in love - with someone, please

please

please

tell me how.

I don't want this heartache anymore; it's too much.