what could happen next?
blah.
let me reiterate:
blah.
and the one word that can be used to define this entire week?: SHIT. shit in big capital letters and bold and arghhhhh.
there are times where I just don't remember why I ever thought I could become a better person, why I ever thought I could grow and why I ever thought to keep trying to and to keep living and to keep being me.
and then there are times where I want to punch everyone in the fucking face, and yell at teachers that piss me off, and be unconventional, and be rude, and be everything that society encourages everyone in our nation not to be. just to piss them off.
just to feel even a little bit more powerful than other people.
let me reiterate:
blah.
and the one word that can be used to define this entire week?: SHIT. shit in big capital letters and bold and arghhhhh.
there are times where I just don't remember why I ever thought I could become a better person, why I ever thought I could grow and why I ever thought to keep trying to and to keep living and to keep being me.
and then there are times where I want to punch everyone in the fucking face, and yell at teachers that piss me off, and be unconventional, and be rude, and be everything that society encourages everyone in our nation not to be. just to piss them off.
just to feel even a little bit more powerful than other people.