ouch....my back hurts and aakash bit my shoulder :(
so this week is cheerleading tryouts. and this weekend is prom at parkview. this is also basically the last week of school bc after this we start studying for FINALS.
im kinda sad. one because im nervous im going to screw up dillons last prom. two because i prolly wont make cheer and then i have to find something else to do. and three because school is almost over.
i know it makes me sound like a dork but i LOVE school. i love that i see my friends everyday no matter what. i love seeing people im not close to outside of school but i have an excuse to talk 2 bc im in classes with them. and i love my teachers (well minus a few) and now that we get yearbooks the year is over. it makes me sad to think i only have 2 more years to spend in GA with all the people i know and love and am comfortable with. to think of all i have to do before then makes me sick. UGH life is like one big stress filled hole right now. every teacher is cramming the last chapters into a week and unlike some schools that means 7 clases 7 chapters 7 tests... AHHH crazy
im so nervous about cheer, and i wouldnt be suprised if i dont make it. i mean its varsity so there are ALOT of people and most are AmAzInG. yes i will be sad, but if i dont make it ill apply for 1/2 days at work and prolly be able to work my way up faster then ever bc i mean thats what im gonna do for the rest of my life. the sooner i learn about it all the better. i have to start worrying about all this stuff if i dont make cheer b/c then i wont have nething else to do. in a way not making it would be better for my carear (sp) but making it would be better for me.
god give me grace, and patience this week.
so i have this really bad taste in my mouth so im going to go ask alex lago for some gum. did anyone else know he knew a whole different language? i had nightmares last night bc all the sudden yesterday he just started talking in portagueese and i thought he was like having a spaz attack or something (he was really just hiding the fact that he was on the phone)
wow---i realise FINALLY how stupid im being, will you all (all of you who read this) just pray. not for anything in particular that i need this week. just pray for gods blessings over yourself, me, and everyone else. because everyone could use prayer this week.
xoxo
im kinda sad. one because im nervous im going to screw up dillons last prom. two because i prolly wont make cheer and then i have to find something else to do. and three because school is almost over.
i know it makes me sound like a dork but i LOVE school. i love that i see my friends everyday no matter what. i love seeing people im not close to outside of school but i have an excuse to talk 2 bc im in classes with them. and i love my teachers (well minus a few) and now that we get yearbooks the year is over. it makes me sad to think i only have 2 more years to spend in GA with all the people i know and love and am comfortable with. to think of all i have to do before then makes me sick. UGH life is like one big stress filled hole right now. every teacher is cramming the last chapters into a week and unlike some schools that means 7 clases 7 chapters 7 tests... AHHH crazy
im so nervous about cheer, and i wouldnt be suprised if i dont make it. i mean its varsity so there are ALOT of people and most are AmAzInG. yes i will be sad, but if i dont make it ill apply for 1/2 days at work and prolly be able to work my way up faster then ever bc i mean thats what im gonna do for the rest of my life. the sooner i learn about it all the better. i have to start worrying about all this stuff if i dont make cheer b/c then i wont have nething else to do. in a way not making it would be better for my carear (sp) but making it would be better for me.
god give me grace, and patience this week.
so i have this really bad taste in my mouth so im going to go ask alex lago for some gum. did anyone else know he knew a whole different language? i had nightmares last night bc all the sudden yesterday he just started talking in portagueese and i thought he was like having a spaz attack or something (he was really just hiding the fact that he was on the phone)
wow---i realise FINALLY how stupid im being, will you all (all of you who read this) just pray. not for anything in particular that i need this week. just pray for gods blessings over yourself, me, and everyone else. because everyone could use prayer this week.
xoxo