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i want need something amazing perfect for what i lost left last night.
i'm not going back.
i won't let myself.
i deserve so much more.
i'm done feeling like less than a person because of your selfish ways.
the last four years were just pretend.
sorry if i led you to believe you were ever a good friend.
in the mean time, i have to wake up at 7 tomorrow and thursday for uk orientation. hopefully it wont be too bad. basically me and my mom hanging out for two days, which is cool because she is my favorite person and i feel like i havent hung out with her in a while.
i rarely see my brother. i guess having two jobs, a band, and a girlfriend can keep you pretty busy. i miss him though. lame.
miranda and i had fun on friday. we could be doing nothing at all, but we always manage to have fun. im so lucky to have her. i take her for granted too often. ily randa. i really wish we could go to college together. i guess i need to do something by myself for a change... but id rather not. hah.