May 10, 2006 20:50
1. dont expect it from me. i owe you nothing. i give and take at my own leisure, thank you very much.
2. i cant not talk about the things that bug me. because then i would just be pretending everything is fine and dandy. and you would be happy go lucky, while i am here suffering, just to make you happy.
3. sharon + boys = fuck that shit.
4. your hell of funny, and mature at times, but i think you need some growing up to do. Your so insecure, and you need pampered. sometimes im just not willing to do that for you. I dont know why you need reminding EVERYDAY X293838 times a day that i love you....but it makes me weak. and im not willing to be that for you.
5. im posting this where you cant see it. because i dont want to hurt you. but i have to get it out, somewhere.
6. [completely unrelated] i think i figured out why blogs kick ass so much...its cuz its like the friend i need to drink tea with me, and just listen, and not interrupt. They wait until im done to say something. I get all of my thoughts out, without people bringing themselves into everything. yeah, sometimes we all need to be self-absorbed.
well, have fun reading my nonsense.