"i don't like to say this really, but i love you"
it's amazing how quickly and drastically your life can change. day one 5pm, everything is perfect. 11pm, bombshell. day two 3pm, you're crying your eyes out in bed, for the 15th hour, and toying with a new pink venus over your wrists wondering why you have to hate yourself so much. 8pm you're singing your face off in the brokenhearts club car, and 11pm everything is different, and everyone is smiling and laughing and hugging all night long.
day three 4pm you start to eat again, and again.. everything is different and strange and unexpected. your phone call or contact never comes and you're now accustomed to not having to make the move, you are going to wait or sink in silence and that's the end. you're kindof wishing it was someone else but you cannot expect that anymore. you're on 8 hours of sleep in four days, and many things inside of you are dying.
day four tomorrow, by 11pm i will step off the graham st. stop into brooklyn and everything will change again. we are not sure but we are excited i think. john please call me when you are in brooklyn and we will dance it up at the knitting factory.
au revoir buffalo, i'm coming back to you in a week and maybe nothing will be the same anymore.
day three 4pm you start to eat again, and again.. everything is different and strange and unexpected. your phone call or contact never comes and you're now accustomed to not having to make the move, you are going to wait or sink in silence and that's the end. you're kindof wishing it was someone else but you cannot expect that anymore. you're on 8 hours of sleep in four days, and many things inside of you are dying.
day four tomorrow, by 11pm i will step off the graham st. stop into brooklyn and everything will change again. we are not sure but we are excited i think. john please call me when you are in brooklyn and we will dance it up at the knitting factory.
au revoir buffalo, i'm coming back to you in a week and maybe nothing will be the same anymore.