Update
Livejournal.... I see you haven't changed much. I have. I've done things I didn't think I'd ever do. I've experienced hardships and don't feel like I'm any more of an adult that when I moved here to columbus. I'm slightly less broke, and still it seems I can barely take care of myself financially, but it's changing. I've started to separate myself from the human race, and I find it's rewarding in some aspects. I'm a slightly better guitar player, and I'm still looking to start a band in columbus. I'll play anything. I've played anything from blues to bluegrass, rock to goth. I've dabbled, never committed. I just don't care. I want to write songs about what it looks like through the eyes of someone who is surrounded by people, but not participating in the same world they are. I want blowjobs. I've added some friends from high school on my facebook. They seem happy enough with the wife and kids and career. Some of them did exactly what I thought they'd do, others surprised me. It gave me conviction to not let go of what I still want and never stopped wanting. I'm glad I didn't settle down and have kids, go to college and get a degree in something I don't care about, or "grow up." I didn't straighten up and fly right. I'm happy to see that I was finally right all along. It's not for me. Nothing against you if it's your thing. I'm just making my own way and I see no reason to stop. I'm still 19 years old and don't know what I'll be when I grow up. I just did 32 minutes on Wii fit. I aim to win.