we can't always find the truths we need.
I got all my college things today. 455 dollars worth of books... man am i happy the state is covering all of this... blah 14 days until school starts... tuesdays and thursday im really busy. classes from 7:45 am to 3:30pm haha. 16 credits... yep lets go.....
I went to Ryan's tonight. awwwwwwwwwwwww. this boy is gonna make me melt .How can I be so in touch with someone? We talked for probably 4 hours. Just talked about everything... then didnt talk..... hehe then talked some more. Ryan is such an interesting guy. And i love to talk soooo. perfection in my eyes.
my great grandma died today. I didnt know her at all. She was 4 days away from 90 years old. I hate funerals though. more then anyone knows. Im terrifed.. i cry thinking about funerals and cemetaries... The thought of them scares me... so now I have to go to funeral and a cemetary within the next week.
I need to stop talking. I need to stop talking to certain people. I need to stop thinking. I need to save me from myself.
love jonelle
I went to Ryan's tonight. awwwwwwwwwwwww. this boy is gonna make me melt .How can I be so in touch with someone? We talked for probably 4 hours. Just talked about everything... then didnt talk..... hehe then talked some more. Ryan is such an interesting guy. And i love to talk soooo. perfection in my eyes.
my great grandma died today. I didnt know her at all. She was 4 days away from 90 years old. I hate funerals though. more then anyone knows. Im terrifed.. i cry thinking about funerals and cemetaries... The thought of them scares me... so now I have to go to funeral and a cemetary within the next week.
I need to stop talking. I need to stop talking to certain people. I need to stop thinking. I need to save me from myself.
love jonelle