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This summer I want to gain independance. I want to be able to feel confident with myself with anything and everything I do, because thats what makes you do your best. when you believe in yourself. I feel as though im in a bit of a hole right now...and I'm not doing much to help myself out. except for shopping. that helps.
my mom also bought me new frye boots today and I love them SO much. Everytime I'm feeling down mom always saves the day by taking me shopping or out to lunch- basically anything that'll make me happy. It makes me feel bad, because I tend to have a lot of break downs but It makes me appreciate her all the more and how lucky I am to have her.
I met up with my Aunt Dianne at the capital where all the venders are for lunch. We talked about life and she gave me a lot of advice, which really helped me out. I also got a free pink lanyard for my keys so i dont lose them anymore! She showed me around her building and her office and introuced me to weird people.
I saw Jessica today. She invited me to her wedding/ party on saturday. Her weddings gonna be real small so im just going to the party on saturday (that should be a hoot) I also gave her a bunch more of my old clothes. It makes me feel good when i can help them out. Serenity got so big! she's so beautiful and it made me so happy to see a baby. (since I'm obsessed) Jessica Charles and I smoked mad dutches when the kids went to sleep and we watched jaws (go figure) while listening to joc jamz that sarah had brought over. I rolled a pretty good dutch- I was proud.
By the way my car started making this really weird noise and it sounds pretty serious. It makes my car bounce up and down when its stopped at stop lights. Rats. Just when I got my car back.