Dec 26, 2009 00:46
I have got to get over you. I can't keep stagnating and postponing it. If you don't love me, then I need to love myself and stop waiting on you.
I needed to love myself anyway. I just feel like you carved out a piece of me, and I never quite healed properly. It's not your fault, really. I just don't know what to do with myself. I want to be happy again. I need someone or something to fill that void that you just abdicated.
I'm working on myself. I want to be a better person. I want to be a stronger person. I don't know what I was with you. Was I better? Was I worse? Why do I miss you so terribly?