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so this past week has been less than good. i've been dreading my brother leaving... he leaves in about 20 minutes. things between abbey and i have been... distant i guess due to legitamate reasons. everythings better/will be better though. i haven't hung out with abbey since Sunday, probably won't again until hopefully next weekend. friday after school i had band practice with the new band... it was amazing. then i had to go to work, i've been working a lot. saturday i worked all day then i was gonna go swing by abbey's house before i came home but she wasn't there. i had spooner and brooks came over and some of aaron's friends did too. brooks bought me the Sigur Ros cd for my late b-day present. we played poker, i won--$60. then pat came over like at 1:30 and we/i bet him that he couldn't down a spoonful of cinnamin [cuz it's supposed to be impossible considering aaron, ricky, dennis and brooks tried]... pat did it... there goes my poker money. sunday woke up and went to church. i wasn't in the best of moods. afterwords my dad took us out to Happy Buddha for my birthday, cuz they never did. it was good. then we ran a few errands and on the way home abbey called me. i actually talked to her for a couple hours, it was good. then i we took family portraits and i went to work. i planned on just stopping by abbey's house on the way home so she could see aaron one last time and just so i could have seen her once this weekend, but she called and said i couldn't, she was asleep before i got off work anyway. so i just came home, listened to depressing music and played xbox live... what else do i need huh? so that leaves me here typing on this keyboard, having just said goodbye to my brother, holding back the tears as i saw him drive away. this feeling i have from everything is... less than good.