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hmmmmmmm hows every one doin? ok here i guess..
well today was pretty fun i went to williow with ry matt and matt then went to ry's house after and chilled there for a while then went home and connor called so i went out with him and sandy then lesly called and we where goin to go bowling but lesly wasnt wearing sox.. it was ok i didnt have any money and sandy didnt either so me and her where just goin to watch them bowl so it wasnt a huge diapoinment.. after that we went to mcdonalds and say some people there then went o cuba road or somthin like that i really wanted to go walk down to that thing but we couldnt we had to get sandy but what ever.. so before i called ryan i was thinking that i really dont have any future as of right now. i have no plans except for me and connor geting an apartment when i turn 18 that will last like a month or two who knows maybe longer it would be cool if it is longer than that.. and i am not good at any thing really, i dont have the attention spand to sit at a computer all day and look at a computer screen i would probly go crazy.. so i dunno i think i will just go to the marines or army dont really want to do that but that is what i am goin to end up doin i bet... but o well i guess that will be fun to do travil the world and shit.. just dont want to be in a war........ man i really wish shit didnt cost money to buy or any thing like that or like when stuff was a lot cheaper like in the 50s and shit.. i would love to live then.. it seemed like a cool time with swing dancing and shit i would love to learn how to do that.. any one else??? but yea so that is about it ooo man i really dont want to leve high school only two more years of that.. thats some crazy shit.. its goin by way to fast.... i have court in like 5 or 6 days not too sure have to count it... o fuck 5 days i dont have any money and i havnt told my mom or dad man they are goin to kill me.. o well fuck it... i dont really care any more! i'm so fucking sick of tryin to make every one around me happy.. and do what people want me to do
well today was pretty fun i went to williow with ry matt and matt then went to ry's house after and chilled there for a while then went home and connor called so i went out with him and sandy then lesly called and we where goin to go bowling but lesly wasnt wearing sox.. it was ok i didnt have any money and sandy didnt either so me and her where just goin to watch them bowl so it wasnt a huge diapoinment.. after that we went to mcdonalds and say some people there then went o cuba road or somthin like that i really wanted to go walk down to that thing but we couldnt we had to get sandy but what ever.. so before i called ryan i was thinking that i really dont have any future as of right now. i have no plans except for me and connor geting an apartment when i turn 18 that will last like a month or two who knows maybe longer it would be cool if it is longer than that.. and i am not good at any thing really, i dont have the attention spand to sit at a computer all day and look at a computer screen i would probly go crazy.. so i dunno i think i will just go to the marines or army dont really want to do that but that is what i am goin to end up doin i bet... but o well i guess that will be fun to do travil the world and shit.. just dont want to be in a war........ man i really wish shit didnt cost money to buy or any thing like that or like when stuff was a lot cheaper like in the 50s and shit.. i would love to live then.. it seemed like a cool time with swing dancing and shit i would love to learn how to do that.. any one else??? but yea so that is about it ooo man i really dont want to leve high school only two more years of that.. thats some crazy shit.. its goin by way to fast.... i have court in like 5 or 6 days not too sure have to count it... o fuck 5 days i dont have any money and i havnt told my mom or dad man they are goin to kill me.. o well fuck it... i dont really care any more! i'm so fucking sick of tryin to make every one around me happy.. and do what people want me to do