Feb 08, 2006 17:50
a few things
-last night i talked to danny. i really miss him and chadwick and nick. i wish one of us would make the extra effort to get together. we should do something. reunion style. because my life isn't the same without those three.
-dan's birthday is tomorrow and we're going out to dinner with sofia and sean and mom and dan and travis and im really excited. and when dan told me to invite travis i was like, are you sure? because its pretty much a family thing. and he was like, yeah, believe it or not i really like him. haha. i think part of it is my mom and dan realizing how much i really do love him. and wanting to be a part of it.
-cheering is over. haven't really hit nostalgic yet. as of right now, i'm still just glad it'll be over soon.
-yearbook WILL be the death of me, i have decided.
-8 months with travis this friday. then valentine's day. and still amazing as ever. i never thought i'd feel this way about someone. that even after eight months, i'd still get tangled up inside whenever he talks to me or i see his name attached to a text message. i'm finally starting to realize what all the songs are about. he amazes me everyday. going away to school is getting harder and harder to think about.
-today i realized we have more talent in our school than anyone could possibly imagine. between Dr. V, Tatenda, Emma, Aubrey, Ellie, Taylor, MR.RAINEY, Blair, Chad, Emily, and the silly boys, i was completely shocked. there is so much about our school that I am ready to leave, but today made me realize that there is so much that is completely intertwined with who i am and everything i do. i can't even fathom being apart from the majority of the senior class, so when i say i can't wait to graduate, i'm really being only about 37% honest. the other 73% isn't quite ready.
i am the luckiest girl in the world.
but its time for me to go study for bio and german.
xoxo.