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Feb 14, 2005 14:09

I've been realizing just how mad i am at things that have no importance. Other things i am mad at do have some importance but it does no help with me being mad at it.

My friend (you know who you are) is talking to some guy she's never met on the internet. She planning on meeting him this summer which i think is completely insane seeing as to how it is a stranger but she wont listen to me.

My dad wants my family to go Sunday school after regular church from now on. I wouldn't have a problem with it if the kids in there wouldn't look at you like you were a muntant. i knew absolutly no one and although i like to meet new people and have no problem walking up to them and talking...i dont like it when people stare at me like im some weird freak. thankyouverymuch.

My grandpa is in surgery and my mom called saying it went well. im still worried. i pray he is alright from the bottom bottom of my heart.

I realized that i have been waisting my time likeing a guy of whom probably doesn't even know who i am. Yeah...why i like guys like that is beyond me. i need to stop dreaming and go for the things i can accually get. Besides, any guy who can make my heart race faster then anything ever has, can only bring me heart break. ive been wasteing my time for too long on him. I have to make a choice...give up on him...or make an effort to be closer to him.

I need to get out of the house. i need to get a car and drive to no where in particular. just around and think about whats going on. Kristen we need a car...STAT!

i want to do something out of the ordinary. i want to have fun. anyone who wants to do something...please...call me or something!

i need a change...
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