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Well i got an email from jenny today. I didn't realize quite how much i missed her till the day she called, and couldnt talk for long. She was the only person who i really felt like i could talk to about anything at all. I don't know how im going to handle going to the university without her. I guess ill be able to call her but the phone can only do so much. Sometimes you just need a hug.
I feel guilty right now though. the only reason she agreed to go to spain was cuz i was going to go with. I guess she still expected that when we broke up. At the time, i wasnt sure about anything though, and my family was a bit strapped for cash. So i ended up not signin up. Now she is over there alone, and she is constantly being hit on by "smelly hispanic guys" (her words not mine). I just feel like i should be there, and maybe then she wouldnt be so homesick. Of course then i realize how cocky that is, that she probably would still feel just as homesick. I'm not that great.
I miss amanda too. I talk to her a lot, but usually im tired and sleepy cuz i can only call her after 9 o clock. Else my parents go psycho because of cell phone bills. I cant seem to stay awake long enough to have a conversation with her, and i feel really bad about it. I've been trying to meet her online, but i can't seem to do that either. Family, coworkers boss all seem to need the computer right as ppl sign on. Oh well.
I'm lonely. Talk to me.
I feel guilty right now though. the only reason she agreed to go to spain was cuz i was going to go with. I guess she still expected that when we broke up. At the time, i wasnt sure about anything though, and my family was a bit strapped for cash. So i ended up not signin up. Now she is over there alone, and she is constantly being hit on by "smelly hispanic guys" (her words not mine). I just feel like i should be there, and maybe then she wouldnt be so homesick. Of course then i realize how cocky that is, that she probably would still feel just as homesick. I'm not that great.
I miss amanda too. I talk to her a lot, but usually im tired and sleepy cuz i can only call her after 9 o clock. Else my parents go psycho because of cell phone bills. I cant seem to stay awake long enough to have a conversation with her, and i feel really bad about it. I've been trying to meet her online, but i can't seem to do that either. Family, coworkers boss all seem to need the computer right as ppl sign on. Oh well.
I'm lonely. Talk to me.