Just call me Jacob
UGH. It's been one of those mornings when you just want to crawl back into bed--because everything and nothing is going wrong, and you just can't get your head around the freaking idea of life. Circumstances just plain old SUCK.
So many days are spent just trying to get through the day...just trying to make it one day more. To what end? What an awful way to live. If you can even call it living.
I am beating my head against a wall.
NO MORE. I refuse to live this way! Life is not meant to be like this, and it doesn't have to be like this. There is still plenty of beauty and light and space for joy left in this day. I am giving it--ALL of it--back into the hands it started in. Today is a beautiful day, I know this and believe it and maybe sometime today I will begin to feel it.
Oh, God, life is good. Even when it sucks, life is good. Because God is good. Even when I am a freaking idiot and screw a bazillion things up...he is still good. That one fact remains. Unchanging. Oh, God.
Today, I choose joy!
So many days are spent just trying to get through the day...just trying to make it one day more. To what end? What an awful way to live. If you can even call it living.
I am beating my head against a wall.
NO MORE. I refuse to live this way! Life is not meant to be like this, and it doesn't have to be like this. There is still plenty of beauty and light and space for joy left in this day. I am giving it--ALL of it--back into the hands it started in. Today is a beautiful day, I know this and believe it and maybe sometime today I will begin to feel it.
Oh, God, life is good. Even when it sucks, life is good. Because God is good. Even when I am a freaking idiot and screw a bazillion things up...he is still good. That one fact remains. Unchanging. Oh, God.
Today, I choose joy!