"Baby was a black sheep. Baby was a whore.
you know she got big, well she's gonna get bigger."
Had the most, wicked intense dreams the past two weeks.
They have been life like. After I wake up, it takes me a couple of minutes to realize that whatever I dreamed didn't actually happen.
A week or so ago, I dreamt I had an entire conversation with Ville Valo (frontman of HIM) and his girlfriend, and the drummer of HIM.
I kept thinking in my head "NO ONE! is going to believe this! No one will be able to believe this! I am having a conversation with ville and his woman."
He had the MOST beautiful icey blue eyes and his lips were this cherry red color only he wasn't wearing lipstick.
Then I woke up from that dream, only I was still dreaming, and I told someone about the dream and how real it was.
Then a few nights ago, I had a dream I was back at Remuda.
And that no one but pat knew I was there. I was thinking, well my family isn't coming to Family week this time, but pat will be there.
This girl I know named Alicia was there. We were all in this classroom and desks were everywhere. I remember coming across this huge binder thing that contained all this paperwork and pictures of me were in there. And I remember thinking "thank the LORD, they kept all my stuff from when I was here before."
Then last night, had a dream about tornadoes. It was at a school. And every place my mom and I tried to seek shelter, had windows in it. And the windows were being sucked out by the wind, so we kept running from building to building.
I remember finding shelter in a janitors area, like a closet only it contained like a furnace and pipes, and a lot of people were in there, but then we realized at the back of the room a window was there.
It was so chaotic and scary.
At some point, I thought I was dead, and I couldn't move.
I kept thinking "If I can just move my arm, I am alive..." only I couldn't.
then I realized i was in a body bag and I thought "huh. the tornado must have gotten me." theN i really tried to move, and I finally jerked my arm really hard and I woke myself up.
had other dreams that were lifelike only it will take FOREVER to explain them out.
one had kim and billy in it, and my gmas house.
and a guy with a gun.
crazy stuff.
Had the most, wicked intense dreams the past two weeks.
They have been life like. After I wake up, it takes me a couple of minutes to realize that whatever I dreamed didn't actually happen.
A week or so ago, I dreamt I had an entire conversation with Ville Valo (frontman of HIM) and his girlfriend, and the drummer of HIM.
I kept thinking in my head "NO ONE! is going to believe this! No one will be able to believe this! I am having a conversation with ville and his woman."
He had the MOST beautiful icey blue eyes and his lips were this cherry red color only he wasn't wearing lipstick.
Then I woke up from that dream, only I was still dreaming, and I told someone about the dream and how real it was.
Then a few nights ago, I had a dream I was back at Remuda.
And that no one but pat knew I was there. I was thinking, well my family isn't coming to Family week this time, but pat will be there.
This girl I know named Alicia was there. We were all in this classroom and desks were everywhere. I remember coming across this huge binder thing that contained all this paperwork and pictures of me were in there. And I remember thinking "thank the LORD, they kept all my stuff from when I was here before."
Then last night, had a dream about tornadoes. It was at a school. And every place my mom and I tried to seek shelter, had windows in it. And the windows were being sucked out by the wind, so we kept running from building to building.
I remember finding shelter in a janitors area, like a closet only it contained like a furnace and pipes, and a lot of people were in there, but then we realized at the back of the room a window was there.
It was so chaotic and scary.
At some point, I thought I was dead, and I couldn't move.
I kept thinking "If I can just move my arm, I am alive..." only I couldn't.
then I realized i was in a body bag and I thought "huh. the tornado must have gotten me." theN i really tried to move, and I finally jerked my arm really hard and I woke myself up.
had other dreams that were lifelike only it will take FOREVER to explain them out.
one had kim and billy in it, and my gmas house.
and a guy with a gun.
crazy stuff.