everything is a blur...

[asherah_07]

eMpTy sHell

im not sure

of what im feeling inside

thoughts of suicide

lingers on my mind

tempting my soul

something severs the thread of sanity

from which i cling to

and then i slowly fall through something

whose depth is unfathomable

i fall through nothingness

through emptiness and time stood still

they call it weakness

i say its redemption

freedom from the agony

of never having you

here in my arms

i dont know

but i am unafraid

i am already empty

i can no longer feel

i am free

you can no longer hurt me

p.s. to someone i love but can never love me back