what a fucking day!!!!
something happened.. ever felt that rush of adrenaline through your heart.. and for what it seems like eternity... you remain speechless... numb??? it just happened to me. with reasons i cant even fucking write in my journal... i wasnt able to sleep last night. i just stared at the ceiling.. incoherent thoughts buzzing around my head... they never stopped.. here i am bug-eyed and tired and trying to finish these goddamn papers...shit!!!! i cant stop cursing!!! its one hell of a mess.. dont know how i can pull myself out of this deep shit!!! wish i could just let the tears fall... then maybe a litle bit of pain might disappear... im tired of this fucking life...