Feb 15, 2005 22:04
the dreaded day is already over.. nice thing about it was that it came out fine... fun even... there was small talk, some awkward moments, more numbing scenes but generally it was okay. we ate out then had a nightcap at starbucks. hmm. questions pooped out.. but i didnt answer them... im not sure if i already have the answers. hay! im hope i can reach a decision by the end of february. by that time, it will be three months.. enough time for me to decide whether well stay friends or step to a higher level harhar.. truth is... im still torn in two. i really like some traits about him but there are things... really petty things that make me flare up and then get sulky against him all over again. then he will make it up. i will feel happy again and then back to the beginning yada yada yada... harhar.. somebody told me my feelings arent deep enough to accept all his imperfections. hmmmm point taken..
nwei, i dont have to decide this tonight, ayt??? better do more important things rather than dwelling on this nonsense... gotta do my papers.. God help me...