procrastination...
my bad habit strikes again. anyway, i should have been typing my journal reactions rather i sit here and type what you call a very unacademical matter. i am already 2 weeks delayed but i cant seem to get out of my inaction and work my butt off.
well, ive seen lots today. ever saw the sternocleidomastoid muscle in full color?? i have. my patient at the male medical ward had a gaping posterior neck abscess. it was like reliving hollowman. harhar!! and tomorrow, i am very fortunate(?) to clean and dress that mass and make it look decent. it was pure luck that i didnt eat breakfast today. because truthfully, my insides were churning. i cant afford to puke, really!
hell, when did i get so gross?? this journal should contain at least happy memories...
we had a good talk today. about that freaking 4 letter word and stuff. he asked me if i have experienced that and i said i havent. the question bounced back and he said yes. i know he will say yes or what is the point of the whole discussion. i try hard to believe him but my pessimistic twin makes a good job at confusing my emotions. unfortunately, my cellphone credit was zilch so i wasnt able to reply back.
i fished out another fact about him. he never had one. so i dont know if he is just pulling my leg or or if he is really serious. i question the intensity of his emotions. very cynical but i cant help it.