something's missing... but i don't know what it is....
ive been listening to my conscience this past few days... theres this guy... making his moves...i dont want to hope... i hate looking forward to these things...maybe i dont want to get hurt... everybody tells me that... i told myself theres nothing wrong with trying... ahh, life's lessons could really be hard... i tell myself to just let it go... like a leaf embracing the wind... umnindful of the way... just letting the wind caress its back... enjoy the tempests kiss... i think i have a problem with my emotions... i dont know... having difficulty letting down my barrier... afraid somebody could get in and shatter what ive protected for a long time... help me... i dont want to stay cold....