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im content :]. its been a while since iv been able to say that without feeling uneasy. theres still some rough spots, good and not so good suprises here and there but in some crazy way, its what keeps life exciting. whatever happens, itll be intresting. hopfully postive. i've had the saying "when one door closes another opens" in my head for a while now, because it seemed like for the longest time i had been a hallway full of shut doors. it seems like this is only begining because Im gradually starting to find things fall into place. things are changing and so are people, which is alright, its gotta happen i suppose. i guess its what helping me notice these other doors open. i know im equally to blame, but even still its a shame that some things had to end up like they did. what happens, happens.