club for me
hello all. aparantly i am done being all full of bitterness sorta. went to a Club last night and it was fucking great. it was home. the dancing was very different from what i am used to. so i got to learn something new. i went in a black mini skirt, duct tape on my tits, fishnets, combat boots and lots of makeup. it was great. it was a big ego boost. i got a lot of compliments and people comming up and touching my top and telling me how cute it was. Also, this guy wants me to be in his proformance...i get to dress up, dance on stage with a bunch of other ppl and get paid. then this other guy...club promoter is going to pay me to dance in a cage at his club this wednesday. exciting. lol. fifty bucks a pop. have to go to a production meeting on sunday maybe and deffinitely have to go to meet the guy putting on the show on wednesday before i do my cage thing.
and the girls. oh the girls. at least 90 percent of the women at this club are at least bi and i had a good time. i danced etc with many and i actually met this one girl Sam and she was really cool. i actually like her. she plans to take a week off of work to come to saginaw and just hang out. she's all impulsive like me. lol.
the dancing there is sensual and full of expression. it is beautiful and fulfilling. i really enjoyed it.
there was this one guy that i started dancing with. he was gay we found out kater (i already knew cuz no straight guy can move like that) well we danced almost the same. he was the most perfect dance partner that i have ever had. they said we looked like liquid. people were commenting on how good we looked together and people were staring. it was really great.
ah what else. there is a lot more but yeah don't feel like typing it.
i wanna move to detroit.
some people are frustrating these days. shay woudn't come out for my birthday "cuz i would prolly just ignore her" so fine. i fucking will ignore her. :(
(despite the age difference there is no intelligence gap. i am not stupid and i know you know this. im sorry for being a little self-centered on the phone. i was merely excited. excited about actually being excited. i know that the things i have to say aren't all that fucking extraordinary but humor me will you? i like to believe things that probably aren't true and i know that they are lies in my head i just like to enjoy the ideas for a time...then i accept the fact that they are all bullshit. don't tell me prematurely.)
so anyways. tonight i am going to bambi's and maybe to shooters/the coast/the vu. ionno. i'd rather not go to the vu. good fun for all. later days
ariana
and the girls. oh the girls. at least 90 percent of the women at this club are at least bi and i had a good time. i danced etc with many and i actually met this one girl Sam and she was really cool. i actually like her. she plans to take a week off of work to come to saginaw and just hang out. she's all impulsive like me. lol.
the dancing there is sensual and full of expression. it is beautiful and fulfilling. i really enjoyed it.
there was this one guy that i started dancing with. he was gay we found out kater (i already knew cuz no straight guy can move like that) well we danced almost the same. he was the most perfect dance partner that i have ever had. they said we looked like liquid. people were commenting on how good we looked together and people were staring. it was really great.
ah what else. there is a lot more but yeah don't feel like typing it.
i wanna move to detroit.
some people are frustrating these days. shay woudn't come out for my birthday "cuz i would prolly just ignore her" so fine. i fucking will ignore her. :(
(despite the age difference there is no intelligence gap. i am not stupid and i know you know this. im sorry for being a little self-centered on the phone. i was merely excited. excited about actually being excited. i know that the things i have to say aren't all that fucking extraordinary but humor me will you? i like to believe things that probably aren't true and i know that they are lies in my head i just like to enjoy the ideas for a time...then i accept the fact that they are all bullshit. don't tell me prematurely.)
so anyways. tonight i am going to bambi's and maybe to shooters/the coast/the vu. ionno. i'd rather not go to the vu. good fun for all. later days
ariana