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[ashelanna]

im home from yearbook camp. It was insane. Oh my goodness, but our little pack made an agreement that what happens at yearbook camp stays at yearbook camp. Oh lordy. Ok anyways, Im really motivated to start workingout again only because I got my senior pictures back and I look awful 1 and 2 I am as chunky as I have ever been in my life. I hate it. So on to dieting and what not again. Jennifer is back in the states and I really want to see her. She seems to be out of town all the time though. Lisa left for Fayetteville yesterday... I almost caught her, I miss her already, I hope her rush thing goes through ok. Boo on sorority crap. Speaking of which, when I was at camp we stayed at ASU in the freakiest dorms ever. There was something about them that really creeped me out. Anyways, all the Jostens/Yearbook people stayed on the first floor, well andrea, caitlin and I really wanted to pop out popcorn that we had brought so we went to the second floor to find a microwave. (man we were looking everywhere for that damn thing) we passed this room and the door is open and this fine guy is sitting in there with this girl on a couch and they are doing paperwork. You could tell they were greeks. Anyways we go find a room that has a refridgerator and a microwave with a radio, We throw it in the mircowave and jam out on the radio. After its done we turn out the lights and step out into the hallway and we can hear a girl being really histerical. We were finally able to makeout what she was saying "he took off my bra and kissed me everywhere and THEN he went DOWN on ME" he all busted out laughing histerically and walked around the corner back to the elevator. I turned and looked once we passed them and 2 girls and that fine guy were all glaring at us. Then they started mocking our laugh as we stood there waiting for the elevator. We got back to the Lobby and hung out on the couchs and watched Mtv (date my mom) it was cute. But anyways the point to all that was I saw sorority girls all week and they made me feel so low and inferior just by looking at them, I stood next to one girl in the student center waiting for starbucks to open and I was trying to talk to her and be nice ( I picked up her check book when she dropped it) and she was a fucking snob. She had all these pins on her purse and keychains with greek letters. I wanted to just call her out but I kept my mouth shut and smiled. It makes me wonder about lisa. I know shes not a snob and never would be but I wonder if thats how people on campus look at her, i dont think im so interested in being in a sorority anymore. There was a door on our floor of the dorms we were staying at and it prettymuch took all of one end of the dorm, but anyways, it said "Chi Omega" on it and there were some fine guys that walked by our room at late hours of the night. But still, i dont know.

Thats pretty much it, I know I am doing retakes on my senior pictures, I really dont like them, and I just need some time to myself. I really want to see shawn again. Anyways, I better go, I love you all and have a good weekend.♥-ashley