Comments | asheebee: weird random rant

asheebee

weird random rant

Mar 14, 2005 15:32

Have you ever wanted to get rid of someone completely? You know just wipe them out of your life and never have to go back to em. The thing is you just don't know how to go about doing that because you've been friends for so long and you know if you tell them you never want to see em or talk to them again you're going to eventually get curious to ( Read more... )

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ladydandelion March 14 2005, 21:59:57 UTC

Its called growing up and becoming a mother. I had to make the same choices three and half years ago. I chose my son over my friends. The life that they were leading, and have still continued to do so was something I didnt want to be involved in or my son around. I chose to let the selfish, self-centered people in my life fall right off the map. It was hard to do since I was preggers and I needed friends. Well, it turned out they werent as good of friends as I thought. I look back on it now, and I do NOT regret dropping every single one of them. The one I let around cause I was friends with her longer than I was friends with rob, turned out to be the worst one for me. Soon enough her antics got to be too much and, I got sick of her and I dropped her too. Sometimes I think about what they are all up to, and wonder what their lives are like. Then I remember, that they didnt care about me when I needed them, so fuck them. I am truly happy I didnt waste my time on people I knew that werent good for me and my new life. Its ( ... )

thanks as always! asheebee March 17 2005, 01:06:40 UTC

Yeah I guess everything you said makes sense. I just really don't wanna hurt these people you know but I have to do whats best for me and the baby to be! Thanks again for you great guidence what would I do with out you?!

Re: thanks as always! ladydandelion March 17 2005, 02:35:24 UTC

youd be stuck with robs two cents all the time!!! Thats not healthy for anyone, I know I lived next door to the monkey for many years! Cheer up, and let me know if you need anything. Pregnancy can be a pain sometimes. I used to get the headaches too. Damn hormones!

squishie3 March 15 2005, 05:23:02 UTC

*hugs* been there too... the thing I found is that when I really want to know about someone from that time I tend to run into a mutual friend... there not gone forever just on a different path

starboomin March 15 2005, 19:53:55 UTC

you dont want to get rid of me as a friend do you?

are we really even friends? asheebee March 17 2005, 01:05:21 UTC

Do you think I have reason to?

Re: are we really even friends? starboomin March 17 2005, 20:51:13 UTC

no, but they way you made it sound. and you never talk to me anymore so i figured it was dirrected towards me. just like that other time ya know. ahhh whatever

Re: are we really even friends? asheebee March 17 2005, 21:09:04 UTC

You're the onbe who never talks to me Niki! How am I supposed to know how to get ahold of you? You have my number you know where I live, You know where rob lives If you really cared and really wanted to get ahold of me and keep being friends You would Call me you would stop By you would do something!! No it was directed only towards you it was directed towards a few people I don't think I should continue to call people friends when we're hardly friends at all. Look Niki I have always thought of you as my best friend and I wish you still were but It's like you don't even care I need you the most right now and you can't even pickj up a phone to call me. See I'd call U but as I already said I don't know the nimber and I never know where you are.

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