Oct 16, 2005 19:42
Wow i havent written in this thing since fiesta lol. Umm yeah alot happened since then. umm Yeah Sometime in like July me and James mello started hanging out everyday then August 19th we started going out..random i know..first month was awesomeee of course the honeymood stage. but yeah me him and james brown (liz's bf) went to boston one saturday to the tatoo convention and my james got a tatoo on his stomach. and after that the relationship went down hill. We use to hang out everrryyyydayy i was lucky if i saw him for 15 mins every like 4 days. He never picked up his phone..never callled. and when we did hang out he would be very weird so obviously im a girl im gonna get upset and think hes cheating or whatnot...well umm not last friday but the friday before that i was suppose to sleep at his house and he was like i wont be home till 2 tho but ill be there so i went to Ashley's house ( his neighbor ) at 11:30 drunk as hell...and kept drinking till 2:30am..and he never showed and that was the last night i talked to him so yeah last tuesday i found out that he has been cheating on me with Krystle Bergmannnn! So yeah i dumped him...on his answer machine tho cus he doesnt have the balls to pick up his phone. So yeah that relationship lasted about 2 months..great huh? anyways changing the subject...
On september 26 my friend Dennis Martin died. I guess he just wasnt happy with life but everyone says he killed himself over a girl but we will never know if there was more to it. and my poor kendra..dennis was her first love and everything. so it was a veryyy horrible time. i dont know what i would do if i ever lost someone soo close to me like that.
Ok now..I dont work at walgreens anymore lol i quit i got wicked pissed off one day at the Boss and when i was on my lunch break i decided to just never come back from my lunch break lol. so yeah i do regret it but i dont..cus now i dont have a job...ive applied everyyywheree.
so im just doing great lately huh...Lost James, Lost my Friend and now i dont have a job. AWESOMEE!! and right now im sick as a fucking dog i have a wicked bad sore throat...im wicked sore everywhere.
Oh yess ive got a stalker lol...some kid that worked at walgreens for like 5 days and the first day i met him i thought he was soo hott and soo cool but i was with james so i didnt do anything about it lol but yeah..i guess he walks around gloucester looking for me..found out where i live so now i always see him..and he keeps asking me for my cell number but i told him now cus i was with james but now that im not with james i still dont think i would give it to him lol hes wicked weird now..yeah its good to know that im liked but hes like crazy ...very nive but extremely crazy lol.
Jayden is now almost 14 months and hes the cutest thing in the world..but hes been the biggest brat which isnt good cus its our fault for spoiling him lol.
Kellys in the army now...bye bye bye...even tho we were "best friends" i will never forgive her for all the shit she put me threw before prom and other things. so its good without her here lol.
I start college in January and i really dont want to go lol..i like being out of school but oh well i gotta do it lol.well i dont want to but i want to do it for myself lol.
well i guess thats all i have to talk about
byee