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[ashebabe05]

Today sucked! I was upset all day. So wasnt kenny sue :-( WHy do all guys suck balls?!?! Anyways ms pine wasnt here today so that kinda help me get in a better mood cus i hate that teacher with a passion. The rest of the day wasnt that bad i was just in a pissy mood all day. And the day went by so fucking slow. And people piss me off to easy. AFter school me and kelly went to the student parking lot and matt left us lol. so we sat there and waited for him to come back. We called Jenna to say Happy Birthday to her! she is *19*...damnn...old lady! Anyways i came home studied everything..and sat around...and of course waited for billy to call but he never did...and im not gonna call him. If he wants to talk to me he can call. Things changed between me and him :-\ and i hate it. It was soo good the first couple of weeks. He use to call me everyday just to say i love you..and call me at night to say goodnight..now he dont call at all. And when i call him..he's in a bad mood..and ill just be like whatever call me later and hes like okay i will i promise..and never does. Whatever...we will probably end up breaking up soon. and i dont want that cus i really love him but im sick of sitting here wondering what the hell hes doing. He was suppose to come to my prom wtih me. He was like This prom is very special to you ashley, and im going to make it the best night you ever had!...yupp talkin outta the ass..that aint gonna happen :-( unless he actually calls me..and we work things out. but there is no way in hell im calling him. well yup...im done talking about billy. IM gonna go..you know..sit by the phone :-\ being the stupid ass that i am.
Bye*

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JENNA D! I LOVE YOU GIRL!

i love you billy :-(