Meh.
You know you need to get back on stage again when you're having dreams about auditioning for shows. I scoured every theatre community in MA and the only thing that I even may be interested in is HERE...but they don't have a place to perform anymore.
Still, an Agatha Christie play would be pretty cool. Not quite Shakespeare, but not cutesy musical crap, either. (no offense to all the theatre nerds on my FL, just come on, you all know me. I like dark, heady things. Cheerful musicals are great, just not my type. They're just so...mainstream.) Of course I'll have to read the play in question first/analyze it/decide what to audition for/how to audition for it, but I'm crossing my fingers hoping they'll find a new place to perform.
I think being in a show again would make me feel loads better about myself and greatly improve my current emotional state.
Of course there's no way in hell that I'm degrading myself by getting involved with Little Theatre. Nor Stoughton STARS. I only do real shows, thanks.
Fuck my life, I miss the stage. It's almost so bad that I'm on the verge of, gasp, going back to school again. Just some writing classes and some theatre classes, savvy? So I'm not insane anymore.
So I initially was going to get Mirena last Thursday when I went to the family planning center, but my doctor advised against my doing that because it may not have been able to have been inserted properly. Something wasn't wide enough because I haven't had a baby yet, and it would have fallen out constantly.
I said that I didn't want to get on the pill again because the last time I was on the pill I HATED it, so she suggested what she uses, NuvaRing. I figured I'd give it a shot and AHAHA I LOVE IT SO MUCH!
Here's the deal: It's a little, rubbery ring that you insert vaginally. It's easy to insert if you have a tampon applicator...just take out the tampon, put the ring in the applicator, and do yo thang. You put it in, and it releases a steady flow of pregnancy-preventing hormones over the course of a month. After three weeks or so, you take it out and that's when you have your period.
I love it for several reasons. Firstly, I was always forgetting to take my goddamn pill every day, so it's good that I only have to worry about pregnancy protection once a month. Secondly, I have always suffered from an extremely erratic menstrual cycle. This is going to even me out nicely. Thirdly, as it works like birth control, I'm not going to have monstrous cramps anymore, either.
I think more women should know about this. :D At one point this weekend, Greg and I were messing around and he was able to feel it with his fingers, but when we actually commenced intercourse he was able to push it up farther and consequently was unable to feel it anymore. It kind of freaked him out a little bit at first but the problem was easily solved.
So yeah.
I am so. SO hungry right now.
Still, an Agatha Christie play would be pretty cool. Not quite Shakespeare, but not cutesy musical crap, either. (no offense to all the theatre nerds on my FL, just come on, you all know me. I like dark, heady things. Cheerful musicals are great, just not my type. They're just so...mainstream.) Of course I'll have to read the play in question first/analyze it/decide what to audition for/how to audition for it, but I'm crossing my fingers hoping they'll find a new place to perform.
I think being in a show again would make me feel loads better about myself and greatly improve my current emotional state.
Of course there's no way in hell that I'm degrading myself by getting involved with Little Theatre. Nor Stoughton STARS. I only do real shows, thanks.
Fuck my life, I miss the stage. It's almost so bad that I'm on the verge of, gasp, going back to school again. Just some writing classes and some theatre classes, savvy? So I'm not insane anymore.
So I initially was going to get Mirena last Thursday when I went to the family planning center, but my doctor advised against my doing that because it may not have been able to have been inserted properly. Something wasn't wide enough because I haven't had a baby yet, and it would have fallen out constantly.
I said that I didn't want to get on the pill again because the last time I was on the pill I HATED it, so she suggested what she uses, NuvaRing. I figured I'd give it a shot and AHAHA I LOVE IT SO MUCH!
Here's the deal: It's a little, rubbery ring that you insert vaginally. It's easy to insert if you have a tampon applicator...just take out the tampon, put the ring in the applicator, and do yo thang. You put it in, and it releases a steady flow of pregnancy-preventing hormones over the course of a month. After three weeks or so, you take it out and that's when you have your period.
I love it for several reasons. Firstly, I was always forgetting to take my goddamn pill every day, so it's good that I only have to worry about pregnancy protection once a month. Secondly, I have always suffered from an extremely erratic menstrual cycle. This is going to even me out nicely. Thirdly, as it works like birth control, I'm not going to have monstrous cramps anymore, either.
I think more women should know about this. :D At one point this weekend, Greg and I were messing around and he was able to feel it with his fingers, but when we actually commenced intercourse he was able to push it up farther and consequently was unable to feel it anymore. It kind of freaked him out a little bit at first but the problem was easily solved.
So yeah.
I am so. SO hungry right now.