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Hey I haven't updated in a couple days well mainly because I've been so upset...Me and Brad have broken up but its okay I guess because everything happens 4 a reason and I don't know the reason right now but I guess I will and there is no use in sobbing around because what good does it do??
Shew I really hate that it happened but I have to go on and so does he..
He said that he was going to be on the field so he wouldn't be able to talk to me and he didn't want to not talk to me and said that it wasn't that he didn't want to be with me its just he didn't know if he could right now and I guess it was a little mutual because we argued over little things and sumtimes one of us would try to start sumthin but o well i gotta go on..i have a life and I can't stop living it for a guy...
My advise to any gurl is move on if its supose to be then it will happen...
So you'll never guess who called last night---Vincent
It was weird but I'm glad he's awesome to talk to:)
I went to Travis' to watch a movie so I'd be outta the house the other night b/c i was upset but I felt horrible b/c i kept thinkin i was cheatin on Brad although we are broke up ot was weird...
Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
Ive learned the hard way to never let it get that far
(chorus)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid
I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know thats weakness in your eyes
Im forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart cant possibly break, when it wasnt even whole to start with
(chorus)
I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing
(chorus, but slightly different)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I dont know how to let anyone else in
Because of you Im ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I guess I'll leave it at that i luv you guys
Min I'm sorrie abt what your going through but don't worrie if its meant to be then it'll happen
I luv ya babe
Shew I really hate that it happened but I have to go on and so does he..
He said that he was going to be on the field so he wouldn't be able to talk to me and he didn't want to not talk to me and said that it wasn't that he didn't want to be with me its just he didn't know if he could right now and I guess it was a little mutual because we argued over little things and sumtimes one of us would try to start sumthin but o well i gotta go on..i have a life and I can't stop living it for a guy...
My advise to any gurl is move on if its supose to be then it will happen...
So you'll never guess who called last night---Vincent
It was weird but I'm glad he's awesome to talk to:)
I went to Travis' to watch a movie so I'd be outta the house the other night b/c i was upset but I felt horrible b/c i kept thinkin i was cheatin on Brad although we are broke up ot was weird...
Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
Ive learned the hard way to never let it get that far
(chorus)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid
I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know thats weakness in your eyes
Im forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart cant possibly break, when it wasnt even whole to start with
(chorus)
I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing
(chorus, but slightly different)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I dont know how to let anyone else in
Because of you Im ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I guess I'll leave it at that i luv you guys
Min I'm sorrie abt what your going through but don't worrie if its meant to be then it'll happen
I luv ya babe