What I do, what I want, and what I could have are 3 completely different things...or people.
Ive been hanging out with three boys. One of which I know I shouldn't be, and everyone else knows I shouldn't be. And it makes me very uncomfortable when I'm with this guy around other people because they know the entire situation. Well, not the entire situation but enough to make their judgments. Although not entirely informed judgments I'm sure rumors and stories have already been spread around Troy like wildfire. Which would probably explain my flat tire. Fuckers.
I'm not really exactly sure why I've been hanging out with him anyway. Comfortable, but not. Enjoyable, but not. Ugh just overall weird. I think its time to cool it anyway. A tinge of jealousy made me realize this the other night. I should NOT be jealous and the fact that I was...even just a tad, is a red flag for nothing good.
There has been a new guy around lately. Not quite sure how I feel. Exciting but not what I really want.
I want what I shouldn't...surprise! Some relationships really work out that come out of the workplace. I just don't see this as one of them right now. Too bad. I really liked this one.
boys boys boys
Maybe a real date this week? Scared but excited.
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I'm not really exactly sure why I've been hanging out with him anyway. Comfortable, but not. Enjoyable, but not. Ugh just overall weird. I think its time to cool it anyway. A tinge of jealousy made me realize this the other night. I should NOT be jealous and the fact that I was...even just a tad, is a red flag for nothing good.
There has been a new guy around lately. Not quite sure how I feel. Exciting but not what I really want.
I want what I shouldn't...surprise! Some relationships really work out that come out of the workplace. I just don't see this as one of them right now. Too bad. I really liked this one.
boys boys boys
Maybe a real date this week? Scared but excited.
AD