You can't win...
Dude...get this kid off my mind.
What the hell is with this? I can't get him off my mind and it's really starting to bother me. I just want to talk to him, I just want to hang out with him. BUT I CAN'T. I'm not even upset, I'm more annoyed with myself.
What the hell is so great about him? I don't even know. I mean, obviously there is something that I see that is just...amazing, but that bad thing is that I can't even say what it is because I can't pick it out. I know that nothing will ever happen, I've ruined any chance, but I still want to be friends. And we are. So why am I not over it?
Anyone up for killing me? Anyone at all?
Oy.
My life has pretty much been kind of boring, I hate myself for not riding. I think I'm gonna go for a long ride today and then maybe I'll feel better...or maybe not. I don't even know.
The velodrome opens again tomorrow, which is nice. Fucking skaters, I swear. They are so damn annoying, one day...I'm just not going to move when they are walking up the velodrome to leave and I'm going to hit one of them or their parents. And then I'm going to laugh when they break a bone. :) Yeah, get over it.
I just really felt like writing and I already wrote a lot yesterday that isn't public access, so I decided to write in here. Anyway...I'll write later, I guess.
What the hell is with this? I can't get him off my mind and it's really starting to bother me. I just want to talk to him, I just want to hang out with him. BUT I CAN'T. I'm not even upset, I'm more annoyed with myself.
What the hell is so great about him? I don't even know. I mean, obviously there is something that I see that is just...amazing, but that bad thing is that I can't even say what it is because I can't pick it out. I know that nothing will ever happen, I've ruined any chance, but I still want to be friends. And we are. So why am I not over it?
Anyone up for killing me? Anyone at all?
Oy.
My life has pretty much been kind of boring, I hate myself for not riding. I think I'm gonna go for a long ride today and then maybe I'll feel better...or maybe not. I don't even know.
The velodrome opens again tomorrow, which is nice. Fucking skaters, I swear. They are so damn annoying, one day...I'm just not going to move when they are walking up the velodrome to leave and I'm going to hit one of them or their parents. And then I'm going to laugh when they break a bone. :) Yeah, get over it.
I just really felt like writing and I already wrote a lot yesterday that isn't public access, so I decided to write in here. Anyway...I'll write later, I guess.