studder shook and uptight
I am colourblind/coffee black and egg white/pull me out from inside/ i am ready, i am ready, i am ready / i am/ taffy stuck and tongue tied/ studder shook and uptight/ pull me out from inside/ i am ready, i am ready, i am ready/ i am fine/ i am covered in skin/ noone gets to come in/ Pull me out from inside/ i am folded and and unfolded and unfolding/ i am/ colourblind/ coffee black and egg white/ pull me out from inside/ i am ready , i am ready, i am ready/ i am fine/ i am fine....i am fine
Thats Colourblind by Counting Crows...good song. you should download it.
im sitting here at 10 AM trying to wake myself up to start the day...considering i went to bed around 2 or 3 AM, i dont think thats going to happen any time soon. I am eating Silhouette Mousse yogourt (is that how you spell it?) its kinda gross....its kinda like yogourt that has gelitan in it. and considering thats animal bones, it freaks me out....only slightly though cause im still eating it.
now in listening to For You To Notice by Dashboard..also a very good tune! and quite appropriate for me.
My brother comes home today...im SO EXCITED! except for the fact that my mom is making me clean my room and clean the whole house practically. its not as though my bro hasnt seen it messy before....meh, oh well, i'll do it...just this once
ok, next one is Saints and Sailors by Dashboard...lets review shall we?
This is where i say i've had enough/ and noone should ever feel the way that i feel now/ A WALKING OPEN WOUND/ A TROPHY DISPLAY OF BRUISES/ and i dont believe that im getting any better/ any better...and i am throwing away the letters that i am writing you cause they would never do.../dont be liar! /dotn say that everythings working when everythings broken.../waiting here with hopes.../and im thinking awful things.
well those were just some snippits for you to think about...mainly more for ME to think about. i just need to vent and get this out....this journal is "just full of crap anyways...noone takes them seriously" as Bridget Jones would say...yes, yes this is EXACTLY IT!!! I AM BRIDGET JONES! TRAGIC SPINSTER COMING THROUGH! BLOODY HELL!
i have to go clean and study and maybe make my mind race for another couple hours contemplationg on how much of an IDIOT i am.
Thats Colourblind by Counting Crows...good song. you should download it.
im sitting here at 10 AM trying to wake myself up to start the day...considering i went to bed around 2 or 3 AM, i dont think thats going to happen any time soon. I am eating Silhouette Mousse yogourt (is that how you spell it?) its kinda gross....its kinda like yogourt that has gelitan in it. and considering thats animal bones, it freaks me out....only slightly though cause im still eating it.
now in listening to For You To Notice by Dashboard..also a very good tune! and quite appropriate for me.
My brother comes home today...im SO EXCITED! except for the fact that my mom is making me clean my room and clean the whole house practically. its not as though my bro hasnt seen it messy before....meh, oh well, i'll do it...just this once
ok, next one is Saints and Sailors by Dashboard...lets review shall we?
This is where i say i've had enough/ and noone should ever feel the way that i feel now/ A WALKING OPEN WOUND/ A TROPHY DISPLAY OF BRUISES/ and i dont believe that im getting any better/ any better...and i am throwing away the letters that i am writing you cause they would never do.../dont be liar! /dotn say that everythings working when everythings broken.../waiting here with hopes.../and im thinking awful things.
well those were just some snippits for you to think about...mainly more for ME to think about. i just need to vent and get this out....this journal is "just full of crap anyways...noone takes them seriously" as Bridget Jones would say...yes, yes this is EXACTLY IT!!! I AM BRIDGET JONES! TRAGIC SPINSTER COMING THROUGH! BLOODY HELL!
i have to go clean and study and maybe make my mind race for another couple hours contemplationg on how much of an IDIOT i am.