...im tired, but WIRED
its only 9:15 pm and i'm so incredibly TIRED, probably due to my nights of 5 hours of sleep or less....its my own fault though. my adventure this past weekend and the LOADS of shit i have to read for school...the hours just fly past (i dont like that saying "time flies"...where does it fly to? does it even fly at all? maybe it just walks, or runs, or maybe it's just a light jog)
Anyways, I'm listening to sappy love songs right now...maybe because im thinking of boys...but when am i NOT thinking about boys?...but im thinking about a particualar boy. I'm slightly wanting to stand in front of him and say " you are one of the most fascinating people i have ever met and i would really like to get to know you better. Will you go on a date with me?" but anyone who knows me knows that i will not do that. i wish i could. i wish i was a little more daring. i wish i had more guts. i wish that i knew if he liked me back. i wish i wish i wish with all my heart.
"if i dont [want] you then why does your name resound in my head?"....thats so my life right now....i need to get him OUT of my head so i can concentrate...but i cant. no sleep tonight... again. why cant he just CALL me? i dont get it. whats the problem? i like him and he likes me. so LETS GET ON WITH IT. Today he and i were talking about the OC and he said (about summer and seth) "he likes her and she likes him. thats all that matters" HELLO!!!!!! LISTEN TO YOURSELF! i wanted to just shake him and tell him to WAKE UP! THATS EXACTLY US! oh well. thats all i wanna type for now.
p.s. thank you to all my friends for being my friends. (especially my cousin michelle.)
Anyways, I'm listening to sappy love songs right now...maybe because im thinking of boys...but when am i NOT thinking about boys?...but im thinking about a particualar boy. I'm slightly wanting to stand in front of him and say " you are one of the most fascinating people i have ever met and i would really like to get to know you better. Will you go on a date with me?" but anyone who knows me knows that i will not do that. i wish i could. i wish i was a little more daring. i wish i had more guts. i wish that i knew if he liked me back. i wish i wish i wish with all my heart.
"if i dont [want] you then why does your name resound in my head?"....thats so my life right now....i need to get him OUT of my head so i can concentrate...but i cant. no sleep tonight... again. why cant he just CALL me? i dont get it. whats the problem? i like him and he likes me. so LETS GET ON WITH IT. Today he and i were talking about the OC and he said (about summer and seth) "he likes her and she likes him. thats all that matters" HELLO!!!!!! LISTEN TO YOURSELF! i wanted to just shake him and tell him to WAKE UP! THATS EXACTLY US! oh well. thats all i wanna type for now.
p.s. thank you to all my friends for being my friends. (especially my cousin michelle.)