Not Yours

[ashbuhlee]

I didn't give you my heart to take for your own
I didn't open myself up just for you to take over

I didn't want this
I didn't wish this

I want it back.
I need it back.

I don't think I ever can.

It's been crushed into a thousand pieces
--- by your smothering, controlling fist

It's been guarded from my reach
--- by your hateful words

It's hiding from me
--- by your stares of insult

It's ashamed
--- by the mirror image you've painted

It's lost
--- by the labyrinth you've built with your games

Heart and Soul

Lost forever

Broken

Hopeless

R.I.P