Lately

[ashbuhlee]

Lately I have tried to look at the bright side
Lately I thought things were getting better
Lately I was happy...happy?
Lately I thought I was feeling happy
Lately I thought I saw my future
Lately I thought there was hope
Lately I finally saw you and me...together
Lately I have been dreaming of how it could be

Lately I learned that my actions are haunting me
Lately I realized that I really did screw up
Lately I see that my mistakes have taken away any hope
Lately I realized that I really did lose your forever, for eternity.

Lately I see that soon you may at the end of that aisle

Lately I see you waiting for someone that isn't me.

Lately my heart has been torn, has been broken yet again.

Lately I realize that I may never be truly happy.