Deep in the cell of my heart I will feel so glad to go
It seems like sleeping pills are the only way I’m able to sleep anymore.
Fuck that…
I have two more weeks here. To be honest, I’m starting to freak out.
I’m so absolutely thrilled to leave this town and all these people that I can’t stand for the life of me, but I’m going to miss my parents beyond belief.
If they lived in a different city I probably would have stayed living with them.
My mom’s not going to be in Laredo my last week here; she’s has to go to Austin for “business”.
I swear, I’m going to kill them if I end up crying.
My birthday’s in a few days, let me tell you, I’m completely less than thrilled.
This random drama that’s been going on is the most retarded thing I could have ever expected.
I’m not gonna lie, it makes it so much easier to leave.
The only things that seem to be real right now:
My family
Luis
Cookie cake (Sho Nuff: less friends, more cookie cake)