New hair, finished.

Nov 27, 2007 01:33

Before I type, let me say I have a new haircut. With my new razr it doesn't compare to in person, but it looks cute here. She used about six colors...it's so mixed on top and I have side bangs. I love it. Lol. FOR ONCE!




In other news, I finished my book (Ricky's really)- Perks of being a wallflower.
I would babble on about how much I felt like the author's writing compared to my own in the past (and sometimes now)- but I guess that's more personal.

If you don't like deep and 'connected' stories it wouldn't be for you. I won't go on to say it was THE most spectacular of all books, but it was amazing. To me anyways. I felt connected more than once to it- especially the end. And anytime someone feels 'infinite' - it's pretty defining.

Anyways, saw The Mist today- not too bad really...and you know how I hate SCI FI most of the time. Saw 30 days of night last week with John. Pretty much sucked...

Radio by Alkaline Trio is back on my playlist- reminds me of the old days.
Really have to make a time capsule or something.

I feel okay, but I also feel like I'm floating and distant. From everything and anyone fully.
It's sort of 'okay' but it's also sort of shitty to be blatantly honest.

Living life plans day to day, not feeling as connected as usual. Which is another reason I blogged about POBAW (the book). In the book *SPOILERS*, Charlie the main character explains the moments when you and your friends feel so infinite. The book is so personal to his feelings and thoughts- that part is pretty amazing. Tonight Ricky compared the 'night' RB^3 last spent together as 'infinite'. We sort of joked around but I felt that could have very well been true.

I have had a lot of infinite days, I think. But now I feel it even more after finishing the book.

You don't need to lift your hands out of the speeding car to feel infinite, really knowing you are there- knowing you are there is what makes us infinite enough.

Sincerely,
Me.

PS; It really, really hurts you know.
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