I heard a Niner in there
yeah, so im at jamies house right now...it is crazy how much youve changed jamie-luv you, and yeah, this whole drama thing is just way too much fun. i absolutely love the people in it. Denny's last night was cool. Lee saved my life(killed a spider with his shoe). i am in love with that boy-honestly. sometimes i think that i have missed out so much by not being happy. all that time that i was sad, and drowning in myself, i could have been making new and better friends. life is looking better...im in love, but the only problem is that the person that i am in love with, dosent have the slightest clue. i dont know what to do. i am trying to fall out of love, but it just aint happening. i know it never will. i need to know that there is no chance in hell for anything to happen. which means another case of rejection. thats all i need. yippeee!!! anyways, im looking forward to the cast party tonight, but my dad is being a Nazi once again, and refusing to let me go because my 13 year old sister is going to be home alone from 7- whenever i get back. it is just rediculous. when i was her age, i was babysitting HER, and they always say that she is more mature than me right now-WHATEVER. Jamie-HURRY UP! i swear youve been in the shower for like an hour! i really want to become better friends with certain people but there are so many complacations. wow, i really dont know how to spell!ok, im out like trout, signing off, is the great bambino