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hi journal, its me ashley... i am at jamies house right now. we are waiting to go back to school for the show. oh, did i mention that john is here too? yeah, they are in the bedroom...and i am on the computer. he really does make her happy. anyways, wow, i am really happy right now! there has been alot of drama between me and my friend justin, but things have definitly worked out for the better. we are seeing eachother. we had to work through alot, over his ex girlfriend, and over some girls that he had some too friendly of relationships with, but now he has pinky promised, and i think, i hope that everything is going to be good from here on out. i just want to be loved, and have someone to love...i am so sick of being alone! ah! so, me and justin have been friends for going on 3 years. we have both liked eachother for a long time, but have never said anything. i dont know... oh, on another subject, i am graduating next year. the closer that it gets to the end of the year, the more that i am like, Wholly Shit! although i truely hate school, and the hole high school atmosphere, i have to say that i will genuinly miss somethings...there are alot of people that i will miss...k, well, i got to go! signing off is the great bambino