It's almost my birthday
I am almost 22 years old! SHOCKING! This is not a very exciting age to turn. It's kind of depressing because I feel like I'm suppose to have my life a little more together than I do and have a bit of a better idea where I'm suppose to be going with my life. Or at least something to tell people when they ask. I've just gotten in the habit of saying "I don't know" and I know I sound really unmotivated. The older I get the less inspired I get because of the idea I used to have that I was going to accomplish great things young and that is becoming less of a reality. But aside from the number of this birthday...I plan on having a good birthday this year and make up for the last two! I just don't feel like it's almost my birthday. I haven't even felt like it's fall yet. I need to start taking in the fall and enjoying it more! I usually love this time of year with the leaves falling everywhere in their pretty colors! Tomorrow I am going to look around and enjoy the fall.
On another note it has almost been a year since I moved back to Olympia.
Lately I have just been going to school and hanging out with Jake a lot. I've been working at Clinique here and there. It's gift with purchase right now. NOT FUN. Too busy. And for now I'm kinda replacing the receptionist at my dad's work until they find a new one cause the one they had got fired...so that's nice cause the extra money is always needed. Today this gothic girl starred holes in me through the glass window and it made me very uncomfortable. I suppose it's a good thing she is in therapy.
On another note it has almost been a year since I moved back to Olympia.
Lately I have just been going to school and hanging out with Jake a lot. I've been working at Clinique here and there. It's gift with purchase right now. NOT FUN. Too busy. And for now I'm kinda replacing the receptionist at my dad's work until they find a new one cause the one they had got fired...so that's nice cause the extra money is always needed. Today this gothic girl starred holes in me through the glass window and it made me very uncomfortable. I suppose it's a good thing she is in therapy.