shock......
something terrible happened. he did something to me. scared me shitless. not only did he scare me, but he jogged every single memory i have of moments like this.. makes me cry. i really wish that one person that i could always talk to was here, or that we even said the occasional hello, but she isnt and we dont. rumors, mistakes, and stupidty on my part ruined all that. i guess im on my own for this one... i only hope i can handle it by myself......