god. i hate these feelings..
well hello.
i am still feeling rather distant from my friends. i dont know why. its scary though. that is one of my biggest fears, to lose my friends......
also. i feel as if i am changing. like i am becoming a different person then i used to be. people told me that in the past, and it was true. the one person that knew me best and the one person i cared about most, felt like they didnt even know me anymore. it was the worst feeling in the entire world. yeah im not sure if this person still feels this way, but yeah i hope not... but yeah sometimes i am just not as happy as before, im not sure why. because i have no reason not to be happy, well i do, but yeah i will keep those to myself... hmm.... i really hope i am not changing.
well anyways. i am excited about saturday, i have plans that night that make me very happy. and i hope they do come true. i can only hope that they arent for just one reason, but because we care and all that stuff. ha oh well i am still down. just kidding this is terrible. but yeah anyways i just hope that shit goes down. wuu. it would be great indeed. oh yeah better keep those to myself well kinda.............
haha *thinks of someones name*
anyways. that is all i got. goodbye
i am still feeling rather distant from my friends. i dont know why. its scary though. that is one of my biggest fears, to lose my friends......
also. i feel as if i am changing. like i am becoming a different person then i used to be. people told me that in the past, and it was true. the one person that knew me best and the one person i cared about most, felt like they didnt even know me anymore. it was the worst feeling in the entire world. yeah im not sure if this person still feels this way, but yeah i hope not... but yeah sometimes i am just not as happy as before, im not sure why. because i have no reason not to be happy, well i do, but yeah i will keep those to myself... hmm.... i really hope i am not changing.
well anyways. i am excited about saturday, i have plans that night that make me very happy. and i hope they do come true. i can only hope that they arent for just one reason, but because we care and all that stuff. ha oh well i am still down. just kidding this is terrible. but yeah anyways i just hope that shit goes down. wuu. it would be great indeed. oh yeah better keep those to myself well kinda.............
haha *thinks of someones name*
anyways. that is all i got. goodbye