i am so sick and tired of well damn i am just sick and tired.
wow. i really dont understand why i am so surprised honestly, i think i have always known deep down it was like this. like that feeling you get when you know someone doesnt care, or isnt as concerned as you are, but you are too scared to admit it because you are so scared of the truth. well i cant be scared anymore, even though i still am obviously because i am putting this on live journal, but anyways besides the point here.. okay back to what i was saying. i cant be as scared anymore.. so i will say it here.. okay travis, i hate how you are such an ass sometimes. and i hate how you emply that you only want in my pants sometimes. i hate how you are high all the damn time. i hate how you turn everything on me, and nothing is ever your fault. i hate how i am always the one to try and solve our fights. i hate how you dont call me anymore. i hate how when i call you, you act as if you dont want to talk. i hate how you dont trust me. i hate it when i cry over you. i hate how things i say to you that are extremly hard for me to deal with (my parents, and you being the only one) doesnt even phase you, and you dont ever offer to talk about it..
but just to let you know, i love you..
but just to let you know, i love you..