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For as much as I hated this school year and as much as i’ve been
waiting for summer vacation to finally be here, i’m really going to
miss alot of it.
Spanish... absolutely crazy. This was probably the most ridiculous year of my spanish career, but the best. I don’t really think i learned alot this year, but still had a great time. Everyday i came to class and was entertained by Evan, and laughed at all of the weird things justin said. “Do you have a mannequin I could borrow?” Not many people are greeted with a question like that very often. “Me gustan los ninos.” While we were saying, “I love little boys,” Mrs. Bielewicz thought we were just saying that we like little children. Either way, that's pretty screwed up. While most classes were learning how to conjugate verbs or listening to a bunch of gibberish on a tape, we were learning fighting tactics and even had a demonstration, which I was involved in. Jena, Concepcion Face, and I made possibly the sweetest Easter Egg-dying video ever. Amen to that.
Last year’s English class was pretty crazy, but this year’s was better. There’s nothing like playing the Penis game and witnessing girls sticking swords down their pants. Not only was it an English class, but also a Sex Ed class. I was lucky enough to sit by Zac, Jon, and Larry. We did quite a few sweet group projects together and I got to hear some great stories. Larry made fun of Justin’s sister, Jon sweet-talked the ladies, and Zac... well he’s just Zac.
Study hall this semester was pretty interesting. Our teacher tells us everyday that we can talk but to be “discreet.” Well when you have Jason sitting next to you, it’s pretty hard to be discrete. Although we fought half of the time, he entertained me a heck of a lot. He ran up and down the halls with plastic on him, sat in class with a paper mache mask on, and drew a picture of woman-horse bestiality. I said fuck out loud once and our crazy substitute told me I should go see a guidance counselor. I didn’t and i’m doing just fine.
Chemistry was my favorite class. At the beginning of the year I sat in the corner with Kayla, Rich, and Joel. We got in trouble everyday for talking or for Rich cheating off me but all was good. Halfway through the year once everyone got used to each other, we changed seats and I got put next to Dan. What a character. I don’t think anyone else could have made me laugh more than he did. Boy, does he have the driest sense of humor i’ve ever seen. We played tricks on a “girl” who drew animals in her notebook and we stole Nick’s shoes every time he fell asleep. He cheated off me on the final and got a better grade than me. Mrs. Stephans is perhaps the funniest older woman I have ever met. She cares about dogs more than she cares about people. I’ve never seen anyone get so excited about chemicals and atoms (meow!).
Study hall sucked pretty much the first half of the semester. Until I started sitting with Christian and Logan. They are definitely two very interesting people. In health Sikora got a packet about sexual health and we changed every “sexless” date idea into something totally morally wrong. I guess that’s our job. The last week of study hall was spent sitting with Logan, Craig, and Sam talking about Zach Braff, Paris Hilton, people from our school that we don’t like, and eagles. What fun.
This summer is supposed to be amazing. My mom got a job and I got my license this school year, so i’ll hopefully have more freedom. Although I have a lot of friends in school, I never really got the chance to hang out with them outside of school. Since summer is here, i’ll be forced to. I plan on getting everyone’s numbers and making plans. I don’t want to sit inside all summer babysitting my little brothers and rotting away in this computer chair. On June 11th we are leaving for vacation and this year i’m taking Kerry with me. I’ve never taken a friend on vacation with me before, but this year is going to be the perfect year. We’re renting a house a few minutes away from Virginia Beach, and it’s pretty big. There’s not much to do down there since it’s private, but we’ll find a bunch of sweet things. There are a few shows to go to after we get back, and hopefully i’ll be able to go to most of them because I rarely go to shows anymore. I think i’ve been to one in the past 2 months. And it wasn’t even that great.
My goal is to make it to a show down at Mr. Small’s because i’ve never been there before and it seems to be the place to be when a good band comes to town. Of course i’m going to go down to Station Square to see The Clarks, because i’ve gone the past 3 years and would be very upset if I broke the tradition and didn’t go this year. I look up to them because they are pretty much what helped me acquire my current taste in music and got me into going to shows.
My parents go racing every Friday night and my cousin comes out to babysit so i’ll have those nights to pretty much just do what I want. Last summer there was nothing to do since I couldn’t drive, and now that I have the chance, i’m taking advantage of it as much as I possibly can. I’m going to make more friends, go out more, and meet more guys.
That brings something else to mind. Although I try my hardest all the time, i’m still stuck to the same person i’ve liked for over a year. I’m not really sure what it is that makes me like him (or love him) so much. I WANT to like him, but that part of me also wants to move on and realize that he doesn’t want me the same way that I want him. I don’t know what it’s going to take to make me totally change my mind about him, but I want something to happen out of this. For about a month or two I THOUGHT I had moved on, but I guess I was wrong. It’s now worse than ever, and i’ve still got a summer ahead of me to worry about him and whether he likes me or not. The worst part is that he is graduating in 2 days, and i’m going to miss him like hell. Nope, he’s not going to college in the fall, and he’s not going to move away. He’s going to be in the same place he has been. I’ll be able to see him until next year, when he does go to college. :-\
This summer I need to figure out what going on in my life while having the time of my life. If I can get both things to work at the same time, that would be pretty nice.
Let’s make this last forever...
Spanish... absolutely crazy. This was probably the most ridiculous year of my spanish career, but the best. I don’t really think i learned alot this year, but still had a great time. Everyday i came to class and was entertained by Evan, and laughed at all of the weird things justin said. “Do you have a mannequin I could borrow?” Not many people are greeted with a question like that very often. “Me gustan los ninos.” While we were saying, “I love little boys,” Mrs. Bielewicz thought we were just saying that we like little children. Either way, that's pretty screwed up. While most classes were learning how to conjugate verbs or listening to a bunch of gibberish on a tape, we were learning fighting tactics and even had a demonstration, which I was involved in. Jena, Concepcion Face, and I made possibly the sweetest Easter Egg-dying video ever. Amen to that.
Last year’s English class was pretty crazy, but this year’s was better. There’s nothing like playing the Penis game and witnessing girls sticking swords down their pants. Not only was it an English class, but also a Sex Ed class. I was lucky enough to sit by Zac, Jon, and Larry. We did quite a few sweet group projects together and I got to hear some great stories. Larry made fun of Justin’s sister, Jon sweet-talked the ladies, and Zac... well he’s just Zac.
Study hall this semester was pretty interesting. Our teacher tells us everyday that we can talk but to be “discreet.” Well when you have Jason sitting next to you, it’s pretty hard to be discrete. Although we fought half of the time, he entertained me a heck of a lot. He ran up and down the halls with plastic on him, sat in class with a paper mache mask on, and drew a picture of woman-horse bestiality. I said fuck out loud once and our crazy substitute told me I should go see a guidance counselor. I didn’t and i’m doing just fine.
Chemistry was my favorite class. At the beginning of the year I sat in the corner with Kayla, Rich, and Joel. We got in trouble everyday for talking or for Rich cheating off me but all was good. Halfway through the year once everyone got used to each other, we changed seats and I got put next to Dan. What a character. I don’t think anyone else could have made me laugh more than he did. Boy, does he have the driest sense of humor i’ve ever seen. We played tricks on a “girl” who drew animals in her notebook and we stole Nick’s shoes every time he fell asleep. He cheated off me on the final and got a better grade than me. Mrs. Stephans is perhaps the funniest older woman I have ever met. She cares about dogs more than she cares about people. I’ve never seen anyone get so excited about chemicals and atoms (meow!).
Study hall sucked pretty much the first half of the semester. Until I started sitting with Christian and Logan. They are definitely two very interesting people. In health Sikora got a packet about sexual health and we changed every “sexless” date idea into something totally morally wrong. I guess that’s our job. The last week of study hall was spent sitting with Logan, Craig, and Sam talking about Zach Braff, Paris Hilton, people from our school that we don’t like, and eagles. What fun.
This summer is supposed to be amazing. My mom got a job and I got my license this school year, so i’ll hopefully have more freedom. Although I have a lot of friends in school, I never really got the chance to hang out with them outside of school. Since summer is here, i’ll be forced to. I plan on getting everyone’s numbers and making plans. I don’t want to sit inside all summer babysitting my little brothers and rotting away in this computer chair. On June 11th we are leaving for vacation and this year i’m taking Kerry with me. I’ve never taken a friend on vacation with me before, but this year is going to be the perfect year. We’re renting a house a few minutes away from Virginia Beach, and it’s pretty big. There’s not much to do down there since it’s private, but we’ll find a bunch of sweet things. There are a few shows to go to after we get back, and hopefully i’ll be able to go to most of them because I rarely go to shows anymore. I think i’ve been to one in the past 2 months. And it wasn’t even that great.
My goal is to make it to a show down at Mr. Small’s because i’ve never been there before and it seems to be the place to be when a good band comes to town. Of course i’m going to go down to Station Square to see The Clarks, because i’ve gone the past 3 years and would be very upset if I broke the tradition and didn’t go this year. I look up to them because they are pretty much what helped me acquire my current taste in music and got me into going to shows.
My parents go racing every Friday night and my cousin comes out to babysit so i’ll have those nights to pretty much just do what I want. Last summer there was nothing to do since I couldn’t drive, and now that I have the chance, i’m taking advantage of it as much as I possibly can. I’m going to make more friends, go out more, and meet more guys.
That brings something else to mind. Although I try my hardest all the time, i’m still stuck to the same person i’ve liked for over a year. I’m not really sure what it is that makes me like him (or love him) so much. I WANT to like him, but that part of me also wants to move on and realize that he doesn’t want me the same way that I want him. I don’t know what it’s going to take to make me totally change my mind about him, but I want something to happen out of this. For about a month or two I THOUGHT I had moved on, but I guess I was wrong. It’s now worse than ever, and i’ve still got a summer ahead of me to worry about him and whether he likes me or not. The worst part is that he is graduating in 2 days, and i’m going to miss him like hell. Nope, he’s not going to college in the fall, and he’s not going to move away. He’s going to be in the same place he has been. I’ll be able to see him until next year, when he does go to college. :-\
This summer I need to figure out what going on in my life while having the time of my life. If I can get both things to work at the same time, that would be pretty nice.
Let’s make this last forever...