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[asharee]

oh man.
for the last month, ive been pretty depresed.

ive been thinking about how im kind of becomming a bitch

and how i pretend like im not upset that a lot of people hate me

i mean, i tell myself theyre losers, and that they dont matter but i know thats not true
they are actually really nice, cool and mature people that i actually wish i was friends with

i totally understand why they all hate me, though
i AM changing for the worse
and even tho i tell myself that i am WAY cooler than them
in reality, im not

i mean its actually been really hard for me
i cry a lot

i just wish that everyone that hates me 
would just stop
bc its making my life awful.

APRIL FOOLS BITCHES! HAH!