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I've been plagued by nightmares for so long, I had forgotten what it was like to have a pleasant dream. Let alone several in one week.
I only remember bits and pieces, but that was more than enough to give me a restful sleep and a less stressful morning once I woke up.
Last night was an interesting one. As usual, I only remember bits and pieces, most of which don't mean anything. Characters from a book series I'm reading drifted into this dream. But it was the ending that woke me with a start, making me think. It's hard to explain to someone who hasn't read the Wheel of Time" series by Robert Jordan, since that's what it relates to. But in it, I'm working with other girls to sort of...trap something evil (it's fuzzy). And somehow, in my mind, I visualized this black portal like thing. The edges of which are sort of smokey, in that they were grey/black and always wavering as if the slightest breeze moved it. This wasn't to trap the evil, but a way to focus the magic or power the girls and I would be using.
For me, it seemed like something important, especially with the fact that I woke up to it quite quickly. I've been trying for so long to control my emotions, especially the depression and anger, and failing miserably. But somehow this seemed to be the answer, even if I don't know exactly what it's saying.
I wish I could explain better, and I probably could in person since I could answer questions or whatever, but I know that I need to think on this more. Hopefully have another dream that I can remember more of, but yeah. I didn't want to just forget it and let it slip away from me. Hopefully by recognizing it I could use it. We'll see.
I only remember bits and pieces, but that was more than enough to give me a restful sleep and a less stressful morning once I woke up.
Last night was an interesting one. As usual, I only remember bits and pieces, most of which don't mean anything. Characters from a book series I'm reading drifted into this dream. But it was the ending that woke me with a start, making me think. It's hard to explain to someone who hasn't read the Wheel of Time" series by Robert Jordan, since that's what it relates to. But in it, I'm working with other girls to sort of...trap something evil (it's fuzzy). And somehow, in my mind, I visualized this black portal like thing. The edges of which are sort of smokey, in that they were grey/black and always wavering as if the slightest breeze moved it. This wasn't to trap the evil, but a way to focus the magic or power the girls and I would be using.
For me, it seemed like something important, especially with the fact that I woke up to it quite quickly. I've been trying for so long to control my emotions, especially the depression and anger, and failing miserably. But somehow this seemed to be the answer, even if I don't know exactly what it's saying.
I wish I could explain better, and I probably could in person since I could answer questions or whatever, but I know that I need to think on this more. Hopefully have another dream that I can remember more of, but yeah. I didn't want to just forget it and let it slip away from me. Hopefully by recognizing it I could use it. We'll see.