Mar 21, 2005 17:26
i woke up this morning knowing that i needed to remember my dream. heres how it goes: i go to vanity and they are having a sale (i think DQ was too) spend 75 bucks and you can adopt a baby. i was pumped. so i spent the 75 bucks and proceeded to call vanessa and cadie to tell them about this awesome deal! I got the cutest baby, and his name was Joseph, but Joe for short. He looked like 2 months old. I filled out the paper work and when i was walking out of the mall i told myself...what am i doing?! I party too much to have this baby..i will be a bad mom because i want to party. So i went back and "returned" him. It was really sad for me. I got really upest about this deal because i figured that alot of the moms that were adopting these children were in the same circumstance as me but they weren't returning them. so i went and conplained. weird huh?
just as i was typing this i was listening to the national news on CBS. there was a shooting on the red lake indian reservation at 2pm this afternoon at the high school. a student shot about 16 people. 6 people are dead including himself. he also killed his grandparents today. this is worst than columbine and too close to home for me. project on the three reservations-red lake, leech lake and white earth. i dont know what else to say about it.
night class time.