I WENT HOME FINALLY!
well, my wish was granted.... i went home!
i spent Friday night with wang..we had a wang and dum night out on the town... we hit up wal mart, the mall,khols, dominos, then lastly, this kid (remember him?) JON DURK?!?! apparently he returned to the face of the earth..and is in ryan's band! so we were at his house for like maybe a half an hour...then i had to go home..
saturday i spent with justin, michael, kimberly and victoria... and i got to play a lil dress up.. :)
lets just say fishnets and high heels!! :)
and i saw my grandmaaa and uncle rudy... we had early dinner tonight with them..and i got to spend time with them which was nice. plus, my grandma gave me money, which is always good..
i think the best part was getting to sleep in my own bed friday and satruday night... i felt so much better. i just wish i didn't have to leave. like, i'm sitting here in kimberly n michael's house, just wishing i could go home, and stay home. i don't want to go back to school. i don't want to
i just don't.
i hate it there.. i want to transfer
or i want to get a job, and not go to school...my dad did that..he dropped out, got a job...and has been workin there ever sicne.. he makes pretty good money cuz hes been there for so long
im sick and tired of dealing with people at night, when i want to sleep
i'm sick and tired of not being able to see my boyfriend every day
i'm sick and tired of not seeing my family ( yes i know its weird for me to say that,, but i do)
i'm sick and tired of not seeing my friends
i'm sick and tired of... being in a place i don't want to be in
i'm sick and tired of people not liking me, and i can't be myself there...
i haven't been myself in a month, and it hurts so bad. i can't crack jokes, i can't dance when or how i like to dance, i can't even take a fucking shower without wearing flip-flops, i can't go in my room in just a bra and underwear..i feel uncomfortable
idk
sry for bitching
i want to stay home
part of me wants to get kicked out of school just so i have an excuse for me not to be there
being with patty on friday was the first time in a whole fucking month, when i was myself. i danced in the car, i sang obnoxiusly, and i made a complete and utter fool of myself...thats what i like
fuck college
i spent Friday night with wang..we had a wang and dum night out on the town... we hit up wal mart, the mall,khols, dominos, then lastly, this kid (remember him?) JON DURK?!?! apparently he returned to the face of the earth..and is in ryan's band! so we were at his house for like maybe a half an hour...then i had to go home..
saturday i spent with justin, michael, kimberly and victoria... and i got to play a lil dress up.. :)
lets just say fishnets and high heels!! :)
and i saw my grandmaaa and uncle rudy... we had early dinner tonight with them..and i got to spend time with them which was nice. plus, my grandma gave me money, which is always good..
i think the best part was getting to sleep in my own bed friday and satruday night... i felt so much better. i just wish i didn't have to leave. like, i'm sitting here in kimberly n michael's house, just wishing i could go home, and stay home. i don't want to go back to school. i don't want to
i just don't.
i hate it there.. i want to transfer
or i want to get a job, and not go to school...my dad did that..he dropped out, got a job...and has been workin there ever sicne.. he makes pretty good money cuz hes been there for so long
im sick and tired of dealing with people at night, when i want to sleep
i'm sick and tired of not being able to see my boyfriend every day
i'm sick and tired of not seeing my family ( yes i know its weird for me to say that,, but i do)
i'm sick and tired of not seeing my friends
i'm sick and tired of... being in a place i don't want to be in
i'm sick and tired of people not liking me, and i can't be myself there...
i haven't been myself in a month, and it hurts so bad. i can't crack jokes, i can't dance when or how i like to dance, i can't even take a fucking shower without wearing flip-flops, i can't go in my room in just a bra and underwear..i feel uncomfortable
idk
sry for bitching
i want to stay home
part of me wants to get kicked out of school just so i have an excuse for me not to be there
being with patty on friday was the first time in a whole fucking month, when i was myself. i danced in the car, i sang obnoxiusly, and i made a complete and utter fool of myself...thats what i like
fuck college